Of paradigms and entropy level.

This friendship paradigm will not work if you keep changing the phase of my heart every time I see you.

Schism

“You guys have no idea how this feels. It's like, you always hear songs about a broken heart and you think it's just a figure of speech? But it's true. My chest hurts. I feel this like, sinking feeling where my heart is. It's broken.”

-Stan Marsh, Southpark.

I guess I should stop moping and just pull out my guitar and play.

Oh well, back to the drawing board.

Just a phase

I guess I really was just a phase.

And damn it, you torture me even in my sleep.

Mardk Will Have His Revenge On Makati

The following events took place between Monday - Saturday.

- All guitar stores in Makati and Mandaluyong are out of gauge .10 strings. The gauge that I always use. So I bought gauge .9 Boomers thinking that my fingers would benefit from the lighter tension but the tone sucked liked the Malabanan sipsip ebak syphon machine. - Bad thing

- Finally got a ticket to see Herman Li's guitar clinic this sunday. Herman Ri. I don't like him one bit. But I love guitars so what the hell. And since Eje and Jon (guitar wielding buddies of mine, both are 100x better than me) will be there, I'm looking forward to 5 hours non stop Guitar Gear talk. - Good thing

- I was able to write a kick ass song yesterday. I think it's kick ass because I used really weird but good sounding chord patterns. Now all I need is a band to play it with. - Somewhere in between thing.

- Met up with old friends, which felt both weird, and great at the same time. I feel old. Or is it just nostalgia. - Good thing

- Still no buyers for my red stratocaster and GT10. Need cash to buy a Gibson SG. - Bad thing.

- Some people are just born assholes. You've already ruined 2 good nights. Thank whatever deity you believe in that we're officemates or I would've broken your obnoxious little face. - Bad thing

- I never thought drawing could be this hard. - Bad thing.

- I miss you. - Definitely a bad thing.

You are

full of surprises. Just like a grenade.

Long, Dark Tea Time of The Soul.

Circle of fifths. Flat seventh. Arpeggio. Top spin. Chop. CRON. AOP. Context. Exceptions. Configurations. Frameworks. Pizza. Orange juice. FPS. Delimiter. Pipe. Smoke. Beer. Hugs. Smiles.

The Salmon of Doubt

Oh boy oh boy. Can't wait to get my anti rabies vaccine.

Fuck.